torsdag den 23. april 2009

Cancer


My grandfather has lung cancer.


I don't know what to say or do. My dad called me yesterday and told me. When he hung up, I felt so empty. I don't think I've ever tried to feel so much emptiness. I just stood there in the middle of Roskilde, there where people all around me, and I still felt so alone.
I couldn't feel my legs, and had to find a place to sit.
I did, and tears started to run down my cheeks.
It felt like my world was about to end.
The ignorance and the fact that I didn't knew what it was, started to hid me.
I called my mom, told her. Only "My grandfather has lung cancer.." came out.
She picked me up, hold me close in to her arms, and I cried.

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