My hero

I'm afraid of the wood..
I found out today, I really was trying hard to go trough it, I just couldn't!
I think it's because I've watched too much tv today.
Tv where the heroe dies.
And in my movie I'm suppose to be the hero.
So that's why I'm scared...
And if we look on another opportunity, who else would be the hero in my movie?

??

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to feel.

I don't know what to be.

2 month

It's such a weird thought.

2 month.


In 2 month school will be over.
In 2 month I've been on Roskilde Festival for the first time.
In 2 month I've said goodbye to all my friends and familie.
In 2 month I'm going to sit on a plain, with the thought in my head.

2 month went fast.

In 2 month I wont return to Denmark for a year.

Am I happy or sad ?
Why do I leave?
Do I leave forever?
Is this too big for me?
What will the first day of school be like?

I can't seem to decide.
But I still have 2 month left to enjoy all the people I love here in Denmark <3

:D

I survived !!! :D

7 is okay (:

It's just really anoying that they ALWAYS tell me to believe more in my self. And to control more.... I feel like I'm going no where..

Examination

I'm sitting here, waiting for the clock to turn 1..
Waiting to die.
Waiting to get killed the slow way.
Waiting to it's my turn, to walk in to the room.
The room where so many people has been killed.

......

Carnival <3

Who would have thought that a carnival could bring so much happiness ? :D

Maybe a many people, but I had never been to a carnival. And now finally I tried it, and right form the start, I loved it!!














There where so many fun people gethered at the same place, at the same time ! <3

And it just made me want to dance soooo bad!!

I love your blue-green eyes<3

Sex is absurd.

I love your blue-green eye,

they match the sky,

when they look in my eye,

I fly high,

in the sky<3

A fork hit me.

I was thinking, what is a fork?

I mean I know what it is, but is it a boy or a girl ?

In German language they name all thing either boy, girl or nothing.

Imagine to be named nothing ..

I was in the middle of doing the dishes, when I fork hit me.

What is a fork? Is it a girl, and the knife a boy, and a spoon nothing?

Is that the way it is ? Simpel, like in the stone age.

Where a stone where nothing, and the man where out hounting,

and the woman inside cooking and feeding the kids...

That is kind of boring.

I think, that a fork is a boy, the knife nothing and the spoon a girl !!

Or maybe they are like snails, switches their sex, when they meet a snail with the same sex!

If a boy fork layed beside a boy spoon, the fork just switched sex to a girl !

Ich bin ein Berliner

I'm sorry I haven't been online for a loong time ! When I started this blog, I thought I would write everyday, at least every week! Anyway, my laptop has been to "gosting", so that's why(:

I have a lot to tell! (:

I've been in Berlin, for 5 days with my school. It was a nice trip, I think Berling is a great city! It has a lot to offer, like coffe houses, shopping all kind, it's easy to get aroung, and people are nice, there is just one thing, they speak german !!

And it really sucks that I HAVE to learn it, and that I HAVE to go to the exame, to get into a gymnasium!! Anyway, one of them is over (:

It was a nice trip, besides our teachers, but as a class it was really relaxing. We looked out for each other, no fights and that kind of stuff(:

One day we flew a kite, it was like being 6 again :')

My sisters konfirmation is tomorrow, and I'm really looking forward! :D

I've wrote a spech for her (':

My little sister is growing up :'D

Summer loving happened so fast<3

I MISS MY WIFE!! <3

PLEASE COME HOME NOW!!!

Cancer

My grandfather has lung cancer.


I don't know what to say or do. My dad called me yesterday and told me. When he hung up, I felt so empty. I don't think I've ever tried to feel so much emptiness. I just stood there in the middle of Roskilde, there where people all around me, and I still felt so alone.
I couldn't feel my legs, and had to find a place to sit.
I did, and tears started to run down my cheeks.
It felt like my world was about to end.
The ignorance and the fact that I didn't knew what it was, started to hid me.
I called my mom, told her. Only "My grandfather has lung cancer.." came out.
She picked me up, hold me close in to her arms, and I cried.

blah...

I'm back again.
Bored, tired, and I don't even have something to write about.

I'm tired of facebook.
I'm tired of being bored.
I'm tired of being tired.

It's like you can't do anything right!
If I don't sleep enough, I get tired.
If I sleep too much, I get tired.
If I don't drink enough, I get tired.
If I work out, I get tired.

... So what can I do?
nothing?


I think I'm going to go to bed.
'Cause I'm tired.....