Mixed up feelings.

I'm sitting here again.

Just sitting.

So freaking tired..

I don't even have energy to think.

My head is so empty.

And still filled up with thoughts.

About all the stuff I'm going to miss.

Everything I'm leaving.

I'm so happy that you and me are friends again.

Or I mean more.

But it's so much easier to say goodbye now.

I mean it's really difficult to say goodbye or anything else to a person who doesn't want to talk to you.

But now you do.

And now everything feels so weird.

Weird is the right word.

I couldn't be happier, it's a good thing that I'm leaving.

But still I'm sooo sad.

I don't know. -.-

I don't know anything.

I feel like jumping around and tell everyone that I'm leaving and how happy I am.

But deep down I can't stop thinking sad stuff like, who I'm going to miss..

The thing I hate the most about me, is that I think too much. And feel too much!

It makes me soo sad sometimes. :/

My hero

I'm afraid of the wood..
I found out today, I really was trying hard to go trough it, I just couldn't!
I think it's because I've watched too much tv today.
Tv where the heroe dies.
And in my movie I'm suppose to be the hero.
So that's why I'm scared...
And if we look on another opportunity, who else would be the hero in my movie?

??

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to feel.

I don't know what to be.

2 month

It's such a weird thought.

2 month.


In 2 month school will be over.
In 2 month I've been on Roskilde Festival for the first time.
In 2 month I've said goodbye to all my friends and familie.
In 2 month I'm going to sit on a plain, with the thought in my head.

2 month went fast.

In 2 month I wont return to Denmark for a year.

Am I happy or sad ?
Why do I leave?
Do I leave forever?
Is this too big for me?
What will the first day of school be like?

I can't seem to decide.
But I still have 2 month left to enjoy all the people I love here in Denmark <3

:D

I survived !!! :D

7 is okay (:

It's just really anoying that they ALWAYS tell me to believe more in my self. And to control more.... I feel like I'm going no where..

Examination

I'm sitting here, waiting for the clock to turn 1..
Waiting to die.
Waiting to get killed the slow way.
Waiting to it's my turn, to walk in to the room.
The room where so many people has been killed.

......

Carnival <3

Who would have thought that a carnival could bring so much happiness ? :D

Maybe a many people, but I had never been to a carnival. And now finally I tried it, and right form the start, I loved it!!














There where so many fun people gethered at the same place, at the same time ! <3

And it just made me want to dance soooo bad!!

I love your blue-green eyes<3

Sex is absurd.

I love your blue-green eye,

they match the sky,

when they look in my eye,

I fly high,

in the sky<3

A fork hit me.

I was thinking, what is a fork?

I mean I know what it is, but is it a boy or a girl ?

In German language they name all thing either boy, girl or nothing.

Imagine to be named nothing ..

I was in the middle of doing the dishes, when I fork hit me.

What is a fork? Is it a girl, and the knife a boy, and a spoon nothing?

Is that the way it is ? Simpel, like in the stone age.

Where a stone where nothing, and the man where out hounting,

and the woman inside cooking and feeding the kids...

That is kind of boring.

I think, that a fork is a boy, the knife nothing and the spoon a girl !!

Or maybe they are like snails, switches their sex, when they meet a snail with the same sex!

If a boy fork layed beside a boy spoon, the fork just switched sex to a girl !

Ich bin ein Berliner

I'm sorry I haven't been online for a loong time ! When I started this blog, I thought I would write everyday, at least every week! Anyway, my laptop has been to "gosting", so that's why(:

I have a lot to tell! (:

I've been in Berlin, for 5 days with my school. It was a nice trip, I think Berling is a great city! It has a lot to offer, like coffe houses, shopping all kind, it's easy to get aroung, and people are nice, there is just one thing, they speak german !!

And it really sucks that I HAVE to learn it, and that I HAVE to go to the exame, to get into a gymnasium!! Anyway, one of them is over (:

It was a nice trip, besides our teachers, but as a class it was really relaxing. We looked out for each other, no fights and that kind of stuff(:

One day we flew a kite, it was like being 6 again :')

My sisters konfirmation is tomorrow, and I'm really looking forward! :D

I've wrote a spech for her (':

My little sister is growing up :'D

Summer loving happened so fast<3

I MISS MY WIFE!! <3

PLEASE COME HOME NOW!!!

Cancer

My grandfather has lung cancer.


I don't know what to say or do. My dad called me yesterday and told me. When he hung up, I felt so empty. I don't think I've ever tried to feel so much emptiness. I just stood there in the middle of Roskilde, there where people all around me, and I still felt so alone.
I couldn't feel my legs, and had to find a place to sit.
I did, and tears started to run down my cheeks.
It felt like my world was about to end.
The ignorance and the fact that I didn't knew what it was, started to hid me.
I called my mom, told her. Only "My grandfather has lung cancer.." came out.
She picked me up, hold me close in to her arms, and I cried.

blah...

I'm back again.
Bored, tired, and I don't even have something to write about.

I'm tired of facebook.
I'm tired of being bored.
I'm tired of being tired.

It's like you can't do anything right!
If I don't sleep enough, I get tired.
If I sleep too much, I get tired.
If I don't drink enough, I get tired.
If I work out, I get tired.

... So what can I do?
nothing?


I think I'm going to go to bed.
'Cause I'm tired.....

Kone, Kære kone<3

Once upon a time there where two little girls,
they had a love so big and yet so childish,
a look in to each others eyes, and they knew what the other thought!
One day when the girls were playing,
they found out that they were wearing the same kind of ring,
only that one of them were blue, and the other white,
and that's when the two small girls decided to get married!

<3


I have been married for over 2 years now(:
My beloved wife,
I just want to tell you, that even though I doubted you for a few seconds,

I LOVE YOU<3

(And I don't even have a clue for how I'm going to survive next year, woth out you!)

... ?

I can't write.

I can't seem to get anything out.

It feels like somethings blocking, and instead only tears is coming out.

(:

Long time no see!
I've been really bisy lately, so I haven't had the time to write in here. But I'm back! :D

And I've found this awesome new show! :D
Weeds !
It's about a house wife Nancy, when her housband dies of a heart attack, she doesn't have a job, or anything to do for a living. She has to boys. So she becomes a dealer, and that's what the show is about!
I know, sounds boring, but it isn't! :D

I haven't got anything else to tell..
I'll be back(:

Pøllegubi

I miss someone to hug !
I miss someone to kiss !
I miss someone to talk to !
I miss someone to make me laugh !

I just remembered a conversation me and Asta had, a while ago. It was about hugs, and that there is a really hug different how people hug! Some people hug standing wiht 3 feets space between the person they hug, that the empty hugs. Some people hug like they are killing you, that's kind of scary. Other people often they are bigger than you, some like a teddy bear, hug with all their body and heart, and that's the best hugs! :'D That's the hugs you miss, that's the hug you want to stay in forever!
It's also a hug like that I miss ! From a really sweet guy, in Louisville !

And the kiss I miss, is the kind of kiss that only a guy you love can give! My guy <3
I'll give him one tomorrow, but I miss it, every minut he isn't here:')

The girl I would give anything to talk to, is sooo far away! But she is coming home in a month! Only one month !!
I can't wait to talk with her, from late night to the morning(: I MISS HER!!! :*

Someone to laugh with, yeah my sister can take the honour for that! :D Pøllegubi! HAHAHA! xD

Party ( :

I was to a party yesterday. I actually thought it would suck, and be boring. But except for the first hour, it was fun!! :D The fact that my girls and Casper where there, just made it so much better! Except for the story I told Nicolai...! Hahaha! "En kroget pik, duer ikk!" Anyway.. haha! xD Me and Casper found our song ! A song that reminds me of him, and what we have! :'D "I believe in a thing called love" I love that song!!! :D

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everythin' is A.OK!

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh! Guitar!

Touching you, touching me
touching you, god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!
And I love you Casper <3

I want to be a bird, little, cute and free.

I once met this guy, a really nice, down on earth guy. He was funny, smiling and lovely. Not that I planned anything with him, except for having fun. Friends. Then the time came, where I had to go home to Denmark. I hugged him, as if it was for the last time I would see him. That’s the way it is, right? The ones you care about the most have to live across the ocean. That’s just life. Anyway, he came to Denmark 4 month later. I was so happy; it was like being in Louisville again, when I saw him. One thing is that the people you care the most about live across the ocean; another is when they let you down.

One thing is that you don’t want to, or doesn’t take the time to be with me, but the thought of not seeing you for minimum 5 month, is so much worse.

And I didn’t even give you a real hug…

Random

I climbed up in a tree yesterday(:

LUKE !!

I had the most wunderful day, tuesday(:
Luke is in Denmark, and I've missed that guy sooo much!
We walked around in Copenhagen for hours, and talked about everything.
When I met him, I felt like I was back in Louisville. I felt like I could just reach out for my American phone and call everybody. If I could do that I would call Parker, I would tell her that she is the most wunderful host EVER! And that she made my trip to the US, unforgettable.
And I would call Monica, and tell her that she shouldn't doubt her self, and that she's the best.
I would call Eli, and tell him to hang out with me and Parker soon, because I miss him.
I would call Paul, and thank him for all his sweetness, and tell him that he should pick me up somewhere in his car, because I really want to see it! ;)
And I would call the weird guy, I don't remember the name of, and tell him that he has a nice style!
And I would call Jenna, Roby and Brittany, and tell them that they're the best, and thank them for being soo nice to me right from the start(':
If I where back in Louisville I would be the happiest person in the world! :')

I can't wait to see Luke again Friday!! :D

Silly love (:

Love, love, love:D

There's nothing you can do that can be done,

There's nothing you can sing that can be sung,

There's nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game,

It's easy

Nothing you can make that can't be made

Nothing you can save that can be saved

Nothing you can do, but you can learn how to be you

It's easy

All you need is love

All you need is love

All you need is love, love,

Love is all you need

All I got is love,

love for you,

And love for you,

And plenty of love for you too<3

I'm full of love,

but I still miss you,

My sweetheart you,

My love I will give you.

All my love is yours<3

Casper

Mitchell

This video says everything.

I miss Mitchell. We had so much fun! :')

We hang out at Heine Brothers, at longest Avenue(:

Parker, Keely, Brooke and Asta were there too. I think it was one of the first nights :D

AAARRGHH!!

I'm shaking.
Shaking of all my anger.
This blog has become more and more, angry.
And it's really not because I'm an angry person.
I'm more like a happy one.
I think so(:
But people makes me angry.
Or it's not like it's out of the blue.
They disappoint me.
And that could be because I have too many expectations for people.
But really, if I look at the stuff they do to make me mad,
it isn't big.
Maybe it's because it's my sister. now..
She pisses me off...
When she's mad, she think she has the right to yell and skream at me,
and everybody else.
But when I'm mad, she always defence her self.
And then she gets mad at me, for being mad at her.....!!

GOD !!

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I took this picture with Paul.

God I miss him !!

I wish I was in America right now!

Bitch......

I don't get it? How can people you trust the most betray you like that? The people you call friends.. It looks like she just can't take when her friends is happy. Isn't that the stupiest thing you have ever heard ? I'm happy when my friends are ! What is the problem? Just because she isn't happy, it doesn't make it right for her to spoil others happiness!?

I feel like breaking her leg.


I thought more of you. Bitch.

My lovely sister the moon(:

God. Danish television is boring...


And I would like to see Dumbo, but I don't have the time.
Because I have to find a birthday present for my lovely sister (:



( Luna/my smallest sister, and me )
A really old picture, but isn't she cute? :D


It's just that.. She has everything. She's turning 8.
What does an 8 years old want ??

Verdens smukkeste hus

I just wrote a really good story, for school. Sad it's in Danish.
I will post it anyway(:
It's called the prettiest house in the world, and it's about a girl, if you want to know more, learn Danish! xD Haha!

Verdens smukkeste hus

Bussen kører en omvej. "Vi lægger ruten om," siger chaufføren med tydelig accent i højtaleren. "I dag lægger vi ruten om. Vi kører ud og ser det smukkeste hus i verden."
Jo, tænker jeg, det er fint, jeg har alligevel en aftale jeg ikke kan overskue. Nu er jeg kapret i en bus, som i stedet for at køre ad ruten kører en helt anden vej, til verdens smukkeste hus.
Jo det passer mig fint.
Der er kun få brokkehoveder i bussen blandt de cirka 15 mennesker som sidder her.
Ikke mange gør forsøg på at standse chaufføren.
Kun nogle enkelte siger: "Hov, hør, hvad er nu det?" men gør ellers ikke noget. De er vel også nysgerrige. Det smukkeste hus i verden.
Hvad er det? Og kan det virkelig ligge i nærheden?

Vi kører videre, og stemningen begynder at blive spændt af nysgerrighed. Der sidder en lille dreng bag mig, sammen med sin mor. Han flytter uroligt på sig, og jeg hører ham hviske til sin mor, om hvornår vi mon er der. Gad vide hvor han mon kører os hen? Chaufføren mærker stemningen, og vender sig ”Det tager kun et øjeblik, i kommer ikke til at fortryde det. Det lover jeg jer.”

Jeg kigger ud af vinduet, det er som om det hele har ændret sig? Nej, det er nok bare mig. Vi er i en skov, en bøgeskov. Jeg vidste ikke der lå sådan en her. Træerne er lysegrønne, jeg lukker øjnene for at kunne dufte de friske træer, og hører fuglene kvidre, se egern lege i træerne og dufte de første krokus på skovbunden. Da jeg åbner øjnene igen, er bussen standset.

Chaufføren og halvdelen af folkene i bussen er steget ud, jeg skal lige til at rejse mig, da en ung mand rækker mig hånden. Jeg kigger op, og ser de fineste grønne øjne. Han smiler til mig. ”Skal du med på eventyr?” siger han med en blød og charmerende stemme. Jeg rødmer, og prøver at smile igen, men det bliver nok mest af alt til et fjoget grin der kommer op på mine læber.

Vi går ud af bussen. Han har stadig fat i min hånd. Nu kan jeg mærke det, livet der er i skoven, hver en lille bille kan man dufte eller mærke. Forårs solen skinner på os, og varmer. Den lille dreng fra tidligere, råber op, ”Mor! Mor! Se et egern!”. Vi kigger alle den retning hvor hans finger peger, og der fra gren til gren, hopper det fineste lille røde egern. En lykkelig stemning breder sig mellem os, det her er livet. Det er her det hele startede, lige fra den mindste bille i skovbunden, til den vagtsomme hjort, det føles så nyt.

Jeg føler mig så fredsfyldt, men bliver vækket op da chaufføren siger at vi skal til at videre. Jeg bliver helt forvirret, som at blive revet ud af en drøm. Men jeg følger med, uden alt for meget brok. Han fører os gennem skoven. Efter at have gået et stykke tid, jeg føler ingen form for tidsfornemmelse i denne magiske skov, munder skoven ud, og vi går igennem 3 meter højt græs, som opdagelsesrejsende igennem en skov. Græsset bliver lavere, indtil det har en længde på 2 meter. Nu begynder der også at komme stokroser.

Vi går i mellem dem, lyserøde, mørke lyserøde og hvide stokroser, duften fyger os om ørene. ”Gud, hvor er her smukt!”, indrømmede jeg højt. Og der imellem alt det høje græs ser jeg en mælkebøtte. Den smukkeste gule mælkebøtte, den står bare der og smiler til mig. Det føles for et kort øjeblik som om alle hverdagens problemer, og andet fjolleri forsvinder, og livets store spørgsmål er besvaret. Et kort øjeblik som om det her var himlen, som om det her var enden på det hele.

Jeg bukker mig ned og plukker mælkebøtten, rejser mig op igen, og for første gang siden bussen, vender jeg mig om og kigger ind i den unge mands øjne. Jeg lægger mærke til at, de ikke bare er grønne, de har noget brunt i dem, når solen rammer dem, og han smiler. Det får mig pludselig til at føle mig så utrolig lille, og følsom. Mit blik falder, han opdager det, og tager om min hage, og løfter mit hoved, så vores øjne mødes igen.

Hans mod rammer mig, og smitter af. Jeg husker nu den gule mælkebøtte i min hånd. Jeg tager hånden med den i op, imellem vores hoveder. Vores blikke falder på den, ”den er til dig” siger jeg forsigtigt.
Han smiler, og det varmer mig. De smukke øjne siger tak, og han sætter mælkebøtten fast i hans skjorte lomme.

Det hele er så smukt og overvældende eventyrligt, at vi helt glemmer at følge med. De andre er helt ude af vores synsfelt, men vi kan følge det nedtrådte græs i deres fodspor. Vi løber hånd i hånd, og når grinene og stakåndet bagtroppen. De andre virker også helt fortryllede af det smukke landskab.

Det meget høje græs er nu blevet til en have. Haven dufter af æbler, blommer, ribs, hindbær og jordbær. Blomster i tusindvis er plantet som en hæk, hele vejen op gennem haven. Den lille dreng sidder allerede oppe i et af frugttræerne og spiser en blomme. Han griner lykkelig ned til hans mor, som står overraskende ubekymret neden for træet, og spiser et æble. Jeg går hen til et ribs busk og begynder at spise, de smager så sødt, jeg bliver helt nostalgisk, og kommer til at tænke på da jeg var lille og vi havde en ribs busk i haven. Jeg endte altid med at svine alt mit tøj til med den røde ribs farve.

Chaufføren kalder fra den anden ende af haven, og vi går alle over mod ham.
Dér bag ham, og alle frugttræerne ligger det. Det vi alle var blevet fortalt om, det var derfor vi var endt her.

Min mund stod let på klem, overraskelsen og skønheden ved dette hus overraskede mig.
Der var noget helt fantastisk og fortryllet over det. Huset havde stråtag, det var slidt, men ikke hulet, på husets mure voksede der grønne og snørklede planter, og stokroser udsmykkede også murene, med deres skæve måde at stå op af og ud fra husets murværk.
De duftede dejligt. Det var rødt med sorte skodder, de var åbne og man kunne se ind af vinduerne at der var lyst, med fine hvide og lyseblå mønstrede gardiner, og potteplanter i vindueskarmen.

Haven sluttede ikke helt op til huset, i stedet havde ejeren lagt brosten, i et smukt mønster. På brostenene stod et lille have sæt, der bestod af to stole og et bord. Rundt om det lille have sæt, stod der potter i alle størrelser og former, fyldt med farverige blomster.
Døren ind til huset stod let på klem, men der så ikke ud som om der var noget hjemme.

Chaufføren vinkede os hen til et af vinduerne. Vi stimlede alle op bag ham, og han tyssede på os. Jeg kiggede ind af vinduet, og lige der midt på stue gulvet stod en gyngestol, og der sad en smuk kvinde, jeg kunne kun skimte hendes ansigt, men jeg kunne på afstand se hvor smuk hun var.
I hendes arme lå en bylt. Jeg skulle lige til at spørge, hvad det var hun holdt. Da hun drejede sig i en vinkel, så jeg kunne se det var en lille baby. Det hele var så overvældende, at jeg kneb en lille tåre.

”Det er min datter” hviskede Chaufføren, ”Er hun ikke smuk?”. Et suk gik gennem os alle, som for at give ham ret. Han vente sig om mod os, og sagde ”Vi må også til at komme tilbage til bussen igen”.

Jeg mumlede, lidt utilfreds med at vi allerede skulle af sted, fra dette magiske sted, men den unge mand kom op på siden af mig, og jeg glemte hurtigt at vi skulle hjemad. Han smilte og ledte mig tilbage gennem den fortryllede have, gennem det høje græs og ind gennem den lysegrønne forårs skov.

Han hjalp mig ind i bussen, smilte og gik ned til sin plads hvor han før havde siddet.
Tænk at en helt almindelig dag, kunne ende så fantastisk. Jeg smilte for mig selv, og tænkte at jeg aldrig ville glemme den her dag og oplevelse.

Da vi atter stopper i byen, smiler vi til hinanden, og jeg ser den unge mand gå af sted med sin mælkebøtte. Selv glemmer jeg alt om hvad jeg skal, og dasker lidt omkring på må og få.
Da jeg endelig kommer hjem, går jeg direkte i seng, og før jeg sover, føler jeg mig heldig, jeg har set verdens smukkeste hus.

Feeling good

I've found the cutest boots! :D
But, but, but I have to save all my money for next year...

And they aren't in my size.
Which makes it easier, but still....

I want them!!

(I don't know why, but the picture thing doesn't work..)
(Imagine, black small boots. They are small with a big black bottom on them!! :D) (I want them!!!!)

Day one !

Starting a new life style is hard !

But it's the first day and I have to give it a chance !
And yet I haven't ate any kind of candy or junk xD

YAY!

New life style

Time: 21:45

So, I’m in my room. Eating all this junk, me and Casper bought earlier. And I’ve decided to begin a new sort of life style! And right now I’m enjoying the old fat life style! xD
Here is my life style today; the previous week;

Monday: I got up too late, because I was lazy! I actually don’t remember Monday…? I may have been eating candy? I do that every day.. Not good. No sport today.

Tuesday: Oh yeah I had to make dinner for 30 people, so I felt sorry for myself and ate candy. No sport, I had planned to go for a long walk… That didn’t happen.

Wednesday: I went to Copenhagen with Pernille, to drink a kop of chocolate. No sport.

Thursday: I got up too late again, because I was lazy and I couldn’t find my health insurance card, I had to go to the doctor. So I showed up to late in class, and left to early. And on the sport side, I did go to UNI bike today, am I good or what?

Friday: I got up too late again, because I was tired. When I actually showed up in school we have this thing every year when we dress up, and make fool of each other, AND eat these huge cakes with a lot of cream in it! And I didn’t even feel fat!? (Now I do…) Friday night I drank a lot of alcohol, which we all know has a lot of calories in…

Saturday: I only remember eating and sleeping. In the evening Nicolai, Casper and I made some delicious food J with a lot of cream in it… L No sport or other kind of activities. (And Pernille, this is not something that should be misunderstood!)

Sunday: I woke up at 1, and ate breakfast, and half an hour later we ordered a pizza and some frize.

So my plan will be to work out, and run more! No candy or other kind of cake or junk food! Work out more, again, and have fun! J And I also have to turn down my use of alcohol, at least try !
I can’t eat anymore pizza... All the thinking kind of killed the old life style!
And now I have to get some sleep.

Nighty night

Sweat bring people together(:

This has been the worst day EVER!

I don't think so, but a really bad one. I'm so tired now.
So exhausted.
This entire day has been like a nightmare, I shouldn't have got up this morning..
Anyway I did, everything went wrong, but then it turned.
Maybe it was my doctor or the syringe he gave me?
Or maybe it was the sweat from me and the 10 other girls from exercising.
I think so, sweat bring people together ! (:

Sweat saved my day!

Being 7 again! (:

This picture explain everything! (:
We're calling it fasting, it doesn't make sense. Because it's not like we don't eat like some people would, more like the opposite. We eat a lot! Muffins with cream in! Mhmmm! ^^
And we dress up, in funny costumes xD And I love it! :D

Music

I thought I would put some music in here, but it's really difficult !

YAY! :D

"Do you remember when we first met?
I sure doIt was some time in early September
Though you were lazy about it, you made me wait around
I was so crazy about you, I didn't mind

So I was late for class,
I locked my bike to yoursIt wasn't hard to find,
you'd painted flowers on
Guess that I was afraid that if you rolled away
You might not roll back my direction real soon

Well, I was crazy about you then and now
The craziest thing of all,
over ten years have gone by
And you're still mine, we're locked in time
Let's rewind

We built our getaway up in a tree we found
We felt so far away though we were still in town
Now I remember watching that old tree burn down
I took a picture that I don't like to look at

Copenhagen with Pernille! xD

YAY! :D

Danish..... :/

buuh.

Luke is coming in 16 days!!! :D

YAY!

AND THE GOOD SIDE WIN AGAIN!! xD

:D D:

So,
Robby isn't mad at me(:
He never showed up(:

I'm really happy(8
And I'm sitting here talking with my bird, birdi;)
I don't really know why, I mean does it really know what I'm telling it?
I believe it does! :D

Some people believe in Allah
Some people believe in God
Some people believe in healthy food

I believe in LOVE and talking to my bird(:
That's just how it is! xD

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Asta is really confusing me.. And I'm so sad that I can't help her.
Her parents relationship isn't working really well right now, and I'm praying and hoping they will figure something out, because she is really sad. And she can't imagine to live to places, and even worse her parents not living together..

And right now theres is nothing I can do to comfort her. She wouldn't even talk to me all day.. :/

Confusing.

I'm sorry.

I think I'm done.
Almost done, and not yet finished.
That's the way it is.

I'm tired, and I really don't want to work tomorrow, and still I do.

I'm really sad about all that stuff with Robby.
He's not answering on Facebook.
On the other hand, I'm really bored with facebook.
There is too many people, so many that it makes it soo slow.

I'm sorry Robby. And I even told you.
I'm sorry that I forced you..
I'm sorry that I wrote that really stupid message for you.. :/

I'm tired.
Good night.

Pretty, pretty <3

Denmark is pretty.
Pretty as a postcard.
A postcard in a movie.
The movie is the cutest.
Cute as a little puppy.
The puppy you've always wanted sinse you were a little girl.
A little girl with fine and nice curls.
Curls as soft your first pillow.

I guess what I'm trying to say, is that even though I would have loved to stay in Thailand, Denmark is very pretty, and I actually enjoy being here! (:

THAILAND HERE I COME !!

In my slippers.

Life sucks..

School suck..

Denmark sucks..
The wether sucks..

My breath stinks..

OSO sucks..

Boys suck..

My mood is so freaking great...

Always look at the bright side of life !

I'm going away for 10 days!

I'm going to Thailand!

In Thailand the degrees is 25! :D

I'm going tomorrow!

I don't have to think about OSO!

I can go home in 2 and ½ hour!

I feel like a fat pig, I'm so tired and I want to go home!! NOW !

In my slippers.

(:

Having a cold sucks,
Snot sucks.
In Denmark we sometimes say for fun;
“Are you fresh?
No it’s snot.”
Really bad joke, but I mean we’re Danes ;) Surprise!
When people visit Denmark, we often learn them to say “Rød grød med fløde!”
Try to say it! :D It’s really difficult for English speaking people, because we have the letters Æ Ø Å!

I just found these really fun pictures of me and my friend Pernille! xD

We were at this party, and found this green thing, where you can put your head through and get some great pictures! xD

Anyway I should get going with my school project; I’ve only got 1 and ½ week left! And I also have to decide my future! I mean, come on, that's not that hard!? It's only the rest of your life? I think it's a hard choice! But I can start with the next 4 years! :D

A year in the US :D on high school! :D I can't wait!

and then 3 years in gymnasium! Yay! That's the way, ah ha ah ha ah ha ha! ;D DONE!

Work, work, work work. I don't want to work today!

So I'm sitting here, at this great place. I found it in the news paper one day.
And I realized, I need some money, this is a fair and square way to get them!(:
It looked pretty easy too! I mean it was all about anwering phones!
How hard can that be? :I
I made a deal with the boss, and I was hired !

In the beginning it was a little difficult to remember, how to find a custumer, and how to call them back and stuff! But I learned it and there is always another girl here at my age.
Always someone to talk to, when the room got to quiet.
We can't hear music, because if we do, and the phone is ringing we have to turn it off every time.
It's okay.
I mean you can make tea or coffe, or if the old ladys, who sit here before us, didn't eat all her bread, she leaves it to us. Or you can bring some your self.
It's really relaxing. You can go on the internet when there is no one calling.
Once I brought a bottle of Asti up here!
Asti is the best!
My boss once had some candy in his office, and when he went home, we could just take his candy! Without he complaining!
Weird, I would be mad.
But this place, it's really great and stuff, until.. the day..
Where I found out that on saturdays, you HAVE to be her and 6.
IN THE MORNING!

I just looove working! xD

English it is! :D

I found out that if I want someone to read this, I have to write in English(:
So that's what I'm going to! :D

Watch out the Dane Caroline is coming! ;)

Vaccination eller en times håndbold lige i synet?

Overskriften siger alt.

Jeg skal ud og rejse her om lidt, til Thailand i hele 10 dage! Jeg er så glad :D I 4 fucking måneder har jeg ventet på solen, og så lige om lidt har jeg den i 10 dage ! Det kunne ikke være bedre! Sand mellem tæerne! Lyset for enden af tunnelen!
Okay, det var måske lidt overdrevet! Men når kulden trænger ind under dynen, og mørket lægger sig, så presser vinter depressionen på!
Og i år fik den mig så.. Jeg har ladet mig overtale af dynen, blevet hjemme. Kommet for sent. Undskyldt med en hoste, eller ondt i maven. Og nogel gange har det da passet at jeg har haft ondt i maven, men helt ærligt kom det af kulden, mørket, og dovenskaben der havde taget over. I know, "helt ærligt tag dig dog sammen!"
Men det har bare ikke været nemt. Og når jeg så endten havde sovet hele dagen, eller ikke havde fået nok søvn men alligevel var taget i skole, så pressede tårene på.
Det var slet ikke det, det skulle handle om, jeg skal jo til Thailand, og så skal man jo vaccineres.....
Og uanset hvor barnligt eller pivet det end måtte lyde, så er jeg simpelthen hunderæd for at blive vaccineret! Jeg har prøvet hele dagen at tænke, "hey det skal nok gå, det gør jo ikke ondt!? VEL?" Men det har bare ikke hjulpet en meter..
Så det endte med at min 2 år yngre søster, tog det hele med stiv arm (apropos, vi skulle stikkes i armen!) , og jeg næsten græd under hele seancen..
Nu lyder jeg som en tude prinsesse, men hva' faen!
Nogen mennesker har sly skræk, andre vaccinations skræk!
Og så kommer jeg hjem, glad over at det er overstået!

OG SÅ SENDER DE KUN HÅNDBOLD I FJERNEREN!!!

Måne landingen

Nu er jeg endelig landet! x)
Landet i blog universet, universet hvor tanker, følelser, opfordringer, håb, drømme, erfaringer og mål udveksles(:
Det er her hemmelige tanker bliver skriplet ned, dilemma bliver gennem tænkt og ligegyldige ting suser rundt om ørerne på en.
Jeg må indrømme jeg aldrig har skrevet en blog før, men jeg har da skrevet dagbog? Det er vel en begyndelse. Jeg synes det er skønt at skrive ting ned!
Nogle gange gør det, det nemmere at sige dem højt(:
Så helt alien agtig er jeg heller ikke, en blogger kan man vel altid blive ?
Så er det jo bare om nogen læser dette?
Jeg kan ikke rigtig finde ud af om det skal være engelsk, eller om folk også er danskere her inde?
Det finder jeg vel ud af? :D